A Little Bea's Tale

A Walk to Remember

Hey take my True Friends test here...

How much you know.. ME?

I'm Pretty bored, to do these kind of test...

Bea Bee

you don't understand me. people ask A and you answers B. I explain more about A and you told me that people wasn't referring to A, but actually people meant was A and you were answering B.

Bea Bee

Yuen Kit made me MUFFINS!!!!!!!!!
yea yea yea!!! here are the pictures of them
and they taste tasty!!!
he delivered to my house at about 1.10p.m.
so nice right????
Just in time for comfort food!!!! thank you!!!
Next time make me more muffin okay???
Below this is Blueberry MUffin!!
and this is Chocolate chip muffin!!!
it has full of chocolate ship inside!! ME LIKEY!!!
This is all of it!! I got 7 muffins, currently eating 1

My dear friends.... YUEN KIT BAKES!!
hahaha.. i know Chuo tung wants to learn, but can't.
Is okay... hahaha
Till next time!!

Bea Bea

Just Broke Up and It's done.
We'll go our seperate ways
if we are meant
We'll see each other at the end

Thanks for the memories
that you've done for me
The changes you've made for me
will be treasured in my heart

For all that you've been done
it has been part of my life,
you're term is over,
and i hope you'll move on

This is just the new beginning
Good luck on your journey
if you need help,
Don't hessitate to call me

I'm always there for you

We start on the 27 January of 2007
It ends on the May 27/28 2009

2 years and 4 months

Thank You

Bea Bee

You tell me now, I'll tell you never
You gotta learn everything good has got to end
We can't go on like this together
No romance, nothing if we can't be friends
Don't be low, let it flow
Cuz you still got a whole life to go

Get out, get off, get over me baby
Driving you around, spending time, been driving me crazy
Dig in, begin to live while I should be
I know you're gonna be around
So baby let go tonight

Your head and mine want a sweet duet 
I love every man who got no regrets 
But don't be down cuz it's over boy
Live is here to enjoy
No more responsibility
Let's go out and have toast to being free
(Get off, get out)
Dont be low, let it flow
Cuz you still got a whole life to go

Bea Bee

Robert vs

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Bea Bee

i love dance!!

watch this few music videos... they are cool

Bea Bee

warehouse sale

anyone interested??

Bea Bee



Bea Bee

Weather in malaysia day by day.. is getting hotter and hotter. GLOBAL WARMING AH!!

TOday. I need to go down town ( Kuala Lumpur) to get something done.
1. Cancel my ACCA membership
2. Go get Risk and Insuranc Notes from Tham
3. Pass Desmond my Law stuff...
4. Take my stuff from desmond..

I had to walk from Dang Wangi LRT station to Wisma Denmark ( Even though the distance is not very far, but the weather is SO DAMN HOT!! and that building is under construction. Without any notice!! They just was the windoes outside the building and guess what? i was under it... i got wet!! a little.. but still im so pissed!! HOw can they allow such thing happen. Me and few of the ladies were on the way in GOT WET!! the working ladies went to the registration counter, and just complain like nobodies business, and i just stand there watching them. Since they work there and is thier first time having this probelm. hahaha. the registration counter felle said sorry and i just went up to ACCA to cancel my membership.

Then i walk to Bukit Nanas Monorail station then take the monorail to Raja Chulan. Walked to Wisma Jerneh to get my notes for Risk and Insurance from Tham. She so nice, to offer it to me. hehehe...

Now, i have done note No. 1 and 2, sitting in my institute punya Library.
Can you believe that the library in my institute library AIR CON IS NOT WORKING!!!
I walked from Medan Tuanku Station (Is so so hot on the way) hoping that when i reach to the library that i can get some air con to cool myself down.
The librarian told me that the aircon is out of service... Haiz.. damn sad. The poor Librarian has to sit in the HOT OWEN in the library no matter how hot it is.

Luckily outside the library, the aircon is working. So, the section near the door can feel abit cool air. The place where i am sitting with the computer in the library, ss not so bad. i can feel the air from outside. BUT STILL IS VERY VERY HOT!!

anyway.. onlining on MSN now and waiting for time to pass. and my BAG is SO SO HEAAVY!! I'm complaining alot today!! haiz.. long time nvr complain already!! I'll just do it today!! WOOT!! okay.. anyway... lazy to write already!! TOO DOOS.. Bye

Bea Bee

Anyone who knows which company prints name card in more or less than RM30 . please contact me!! Please HELP!!! i need contacts!!

Thank you!!

Bea Bee

As i promised i have to post about The Farm Experience.

No. 1 - Don't bring bags with rollers. By the time you reach the your destination,(the farm) your bag will go GONE CASE!! haha. because the roads are not cement and is all rocks. You will have to carry your bags, and because of the rollers, It's going to be heavier. And so for next time people!! don't bring Roller Bags.. It's a warning.

No. 2 - Be the Photographer!! first of all, you get to take pictures. Second, you don't get dump in the pool. Thirdly, anyone who has gone in the pool will do any tricks and excuse to get the camera out of me and dump me in the pond. Luckily!! i didn't get in because i got the camera!! and nobody is going to stop me!! hahaha!!

No.3 - Always be prepare!! you never know what is going to happen next. One minute you are going this, the next minute you must rush into the dorm and do present for Auntie Pat and Uncle Richard. I brought almost everything to the farm. Bldes, metal ruler, Glue, sissors etc. i have to do everything.

No.4 - Stand up for yourself. If you think you should get more space to sleep at night, you should always find space. If a room is left empty and no one is sleeping inside it other than laugage, you sleep in there. And if guys complain that the fan is not working.. Kathlyn will do the magic and it will work!! Thanks Kathlyn!! love you <3>

No. 5 - Help anyone in need. We suppose to compose a song for our fellow facilitators, me and sammie.. helped each other in composing the song and the tune. and it turn out AWESOME!!! It's still stuck in my head!! it's so cool!! and i helped my fellow friends to send stuff to thier mortals.

No.6 - Have more sleep. Even though i know i didn't get alot of sleep during the camp, but i still can survive in the morning. hahaha..(what am i talking man!!) i slept very late on the last night and woke up ALMOST late. but i wasn't late. and thank GOD sent us an ANGEL ANDRE!! he allow our fellow graduates to take a nap/snooze during his session because most of us are like almost snoozing and trying to stay awake. and some of us are practically snooze on the sofa already. at lease that time from 10.am till 12pm i had a short nap. But is quite long too me, i think because i didn't really sleep the night before.

No. 7 - Treat your mortal properly. OH!! i got my mortal gift. OH!! and that's why i didn't sleep early on the last night because i was doing a gift for my mortal. one of my mortal is so cute!!! i shall not talk alot on that person. but basically i got 2 mortals because i realise that Uncle Jude has 2 angels at the end of the day. It was alright. My 2 mortals are happy. and I'm glad i have pictures of notes too. will be posting on the next post. And Marc!! i told you your angel is doing good to you all the time.. you don't believe me!! and he's your close friend!! Joshua Heng!! haha. i pity you so i wrote to you and left a note first.

No. 8 - Bonding with New team. time seem flying pass my life. 1 year later, I am now a graduate. wow!! and i have a new team already. Ain't it fast? well, get to know a few of you guys. nice talking to you!! will be seing you guys often!! next friday got practice people!! haha.. nice meeting you guys. i Hope you will stay on till the youth rally and don't give up half way.

No. 9 - Supper at 2. Ah yes!! on the last night!! haha, Uncle Richard went out and tapau Wan Tan Mee!! Grace and I was hungry at that moment because i was doing my gift for my mortal and she was doing her 'HOMEWORK' which is writing a note for everyone. and so we ate Wan Tan Mee!! hehe.. only a few of us get to eat. We share 1 pack. WEE!!

No. 10 - HAVE FUN!!! WEE. i had so much fun during this camp. Trying to geuss who is your angel and trying to hide yourself from your mortal after doing nice things o you. haha.. those were the times. station games was fun too.. get to torture few new team members and graduates. It's FUN!! even though i didn't get dump in the ORGANIC POND!! i was having fun taking pictures!!

Days at the farm is unforgettable!! even though this is my third time there. i still feel that the farm is a really nice place to go to and realx. and i will trying to introduce my fellow leo members to go.. when it is time...

Bea Bee


hey people!! I'm in UNITEN library!! hehehe. MY darling took me in.
He's taking he's test now upstairs.

Damn cool right?? and i'm downloading song for my baby... because he needs to update his music playlist.

Then later he's going to take me around the campus!! I'm so excited!! hahaha... UNITEN campus is 2 to 4 times bigger than Nottingham, Malaysia.

Now, listening to Kris Allen -Heartless and Adam Lambert - One
Esmee Denters - Outta Here (Acoustic) This is an awesome song!!

Bea Bee


on next wednesday night for the battle and
watch live result show on thursday morning 8a.m.

Bea Bee


Battlefield by Jordin Sparks

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love and suddenly
It's like a battle-field
One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no
These times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like ...
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)
Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag
If we can't surrender
then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no
Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again

I don't wanna fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like ...
a battlefield (battlefield)
battlefield (battlefield)
battlefield (battlefield)
Why does love always feel like

You better go and get your armor
(get your armor)
Get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your armor
(get your armor)
Get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your

We could pretend that we are friends tonight
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
Cause baby we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like

A battlefield (oh) a battlefield (oh) a battlefield,
Why does love always feel like a battlefield (oh)
a battlefield (oh) a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor
I never meant to start a war (start a war)
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
(fighting, fighting for)

Why does love always feel like ...
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)
a battlefield (battlefield)
Why does love always feel like

You better go and get your armor
(get your armor)
Get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your armor
(get your armor)
Get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your

Why does love always feel like
(whooaa ooow)
Why does love always feel like
(whooaa ooow)
A battlefield, a battlefield..

I never meant to start a war
Don't even know What we're fighting for
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know What we're fighting for
(fade out)

Download Battlefield

Bea Bee

Without You

You gave your life
Your sacrifice for us
What would all of this have been

( I'm not sure of this line, i kinda forgot)
If it wasn't love

Love that gave us strength
Love that gave us faith
Love that comes from
( I'm not sure of this line, i kinda forgot)
God's Saving Grace

Without You,
Where would we be?
Where we are today
One great big Family
Without You,
We wouldn't be a Team,
But because of what you done,
We've come to see
The Love of God exist

* Dedicated to Aunty Pat and Uncle Richard that supports The 08 team the entire year.
Samantha Ho composed this song and I helped.. haha.. not alot but i have some parts.
I hope that A.Pat likes it.

Bea Bee

Before the farm there's alot of things happening because The 08 team is not prepared for the games, the morning exercise and the present of aunty pat...

I actually do the entire games for 2 hours which i was pretty impress with myself, me, sammie and samantha brainstorm on sunday, and i layout the entire thing on monday and i send out the games details on tuesdya. i was pretty happpy with it i finished the entire clue/ envolopes and ready to get going.Until Crishen told me we only had 1/2 hour to do the station games(can you imagine i done everything and got everything, buy everything and got everthing organise and the day before, they tell me only got 1/2 an hour for it!! WTF!!) and michelle called me in the middle of a meeting and told me that we should use my/sam/vanessa's game on Youth Rally. I was abit dissapointed because i did the clues for the 1st training camp for the farm. and not all the clues can be used because is 2 sided. nvm... at least not all is wasted. and 1 and chrishen thought of the entire station game on the bus and on the phone too. In the end, we did the entire game. it was good.

then on Thursday night, i was packing my stuff, Suddenly, something got into my mind.
"WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO FOR AUNTIE PAT AND UNCLE RICHARD?!?!" so i guessed that none of the 08 remembered of doing anything for them, so i decided to prepred some stuff on behalf of them. And guess what? they didn't remember anything of giving them something on the training camp. Called Chrishen, he say sam still have the slide show and i suggest on doing and photoframe that can hang on the wall together with our group pic with aunty pat.

So Off to our plan on doing the stuff. woke up in the morning, went to the photoshop develop the picture. and guess what the sales girl say?
"THE MINIMUM OF PICTURE WE DEVELOP IS 11 PCS, AND WE DON'T DO 1 PICTURE." (!!!! WHAT THE...) so i don't care i just ask her to develop 11 for me. i was in a hurry and it takes her like 45 minutes to develop it even though i ask for instant!! damn pissed i'm telling you... so damn slow the way she work. don't go to PHOTO ZOOOM at kelana jaya. They are slow. after that, went to kelana giant, e books to get some stuff for the frame.. and some materials to do the frame. i spent more than 30 bucks.. ( I think.. please 08 team.. please pay me back?? can??) and i brought the ruler, pen knife, glue, sissors, ribbon... almost everything for the frame. and i have like so many stuff le.

I got about
17 packs of wheat crackers from The Lions club, because they have so many extra cracker. so they force me to take like 20 packs... I WAS LIKE "WHAT IN THE WORLD AM I GOING TO DO WITH 20 PACKS OF CRACKERS??" so i thought.. since i'm going to camp. maybe we might need it for snack at the camp. So i called michelle about my crackers.. and i just ship all the crackers from my house to church, so we could bring it to the farm. I think in the end. they finished it. It was awesome.. at least i don't have to leave it at home. haha

another thing that the 08 is not prepared for is the morning exercise for 1/2 hour. sam has cracked her head for a few days just to figure what exercise we should do. well, i kept quite, so that new ideas will generate from the young people. If everytime i feed them with ideas, they will nvr learn to think of new ides. don't you think so? My idea was to do self defence for morning exercise, since is very important now. That idea only comes out from my mouth if no ideas generates from the young 08s. In the end at the bus, sam and vanessa was pretty upset because we can't use the cha cha slide, because they want new ideas and they don't want to repeat it. So, i just told them to do self defence. and they were like so happy to do it, because
(i think i save their ass) they know about teakwondo, and know how it works.

Well, all packed.. ready to go. and off... we go to the farm.
will talk about the farm.. on my next post.

Bea Bee

Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
In our secretest heart, it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too

Fairy tale? some people in this world living an a fairy tale.
I always tell myself that i want my life to end like a fairy tale
but it doesn't seem as easy as you think.
I believe an fairy tale and love story.
ever ever after sang by carrie underwood
keeps playing in my head and keeps me thinking on the first verse she sang.
Our life is just like the first verse.
I thionk most of the girls in this world would wish/hope/die for a fairy tale ending, a fairy tale wedding and most important a PRINCE CHARMING.
Sometimes you just don't get what you want and you just have to live with it.
Let's get back to the real world... for a moment. Resession, hectic life, long hours jobs, living pay check to pay check, study loans and many others.
Do we still can have a life like a fairy tale?!?!?

I WISH!!  ALWAYS STAY possitive..
Bea Bee

I'm going to The Farm tomorrow!! yay!! is my first camp!! that i don't have to pay. amazing right? CHURCH CAMP!! CHURCH CAMP!! I'm a graduate now!!WEE!! i hope my station games will turn out alright. and i hope everyone understand how to play it!! pray for me?? Please... 

OH YEA... I'll be back on sunday.. Which is mother's day!! Happy Mother's Day in advance to all your mothers.. XD

Bea Bee

how can she be out? she did great yesterday? why?? are they blind??

The song duet with adam is awesome!! SLOW RIDE!!!

Bea Bee

even though i can connect to the internet. The connection is still very very sucky at the moment. because when i go online, it can only be online for the few minutes. then it will go offline. and i have to restart everything only i can be connected again!! stupid internet.... argh!!

Bea Bee


just finished easter party in my church.. Thank you Honey for being there!! Much much appriciated!! LOve you!! It was quite a succesful event!!

Bea Bee

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This is Me

I'm not a perfect girl, my hair doesn't always stay in place & I spill things a lot. I'm pretty Clumsy & sometimes I have a BrOkEn HeArT.
I Dare to be DIFFERENT and loves myself even though I'm not as pretty as other girls
My friends & I sometimes fight & maybe somedays nothing goes right.When i think about everything goes wrong and think about it & take a step back I remember how amazing life truly is & that maybe, just maybe...
I like being Imperfect...

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